Little Eye - Journal16

Soundtrack:

Three Is A Magic Number - Blind Melon

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I dreamed that I had an itch under my left eye and after that I had a blister. I removed it and there was pus - jucks - and blood; when I cleaned my face I noticed I had a little eye were the blister were, not a normal eye, more like a lizard eye, but the same kind we humans have, just the not the same shape. I closed my eyes and I noticed I could see with it, blury, but see anyway, because it was like a baby's eye. At first I got into panic, because I knew people would think I was a freak and I tried to keep it close but I couldn't see right as I use to see with my old two eyes. In my dream I thought what you'd say about it and if you'd think I was a freak. I really liked the new me and at some point I didn't care what the others could say about it. I managed to keep it close when I was on the streets. It was my secret.

When I woke up I was so sad because I don't have my little eye for real, well sad and relieved. If I have a little eye like that I would have to keep it close most of the time.

It wasn't a special eye, just quite normal. I couldn't see the future, or things I already see, but the things I saw, ordinary things, were much beautiful than they actually are.

I miss my little eye.